Life is so funny sometimes. I never would have thought in a million years that I would be in the place in my life I’ve come to. What’s even more ironic is that I’ve said that exact statement multiple times in my life. It’s an interesting thing to constantly surprise yourself but at least it’s never dull…
I have a job that I really enjoy but never expected to have. I have known for a very long time that I wanted to help people in some capacity during my life however I just didn’t quite expect this. It’s a great experience and I enjoy the work although it’s just simply something I never really expected to do. I know that it’s not something I will be doing forever, or even for much longer, but nevertheless it has turned out to be just great for me.
It’s a good thing I have a stable job because other things in my life are not quite as stable. I wouldn’t say that my life is particularly unstable or that it’s terrible and out of control, I’m just referring to the period of your life that directly follows a serious breakup. It’s not the most fun place to be I can assure, but I know that everyday it makes me stronger for having had to go through these difficulties. It’s still quite painful even though I did most of the breaking up because I still care a great deal for him. I just hope he knows that and I hope he knows I only wish him the absolute best in life.
I’m really looking forward to where my life goes from here. It’s all very unclear and a little frightening now, but I know that through the haze there are lots of good things waiting to be discovered. I’m excited to spend some time alone to really sort out what it is I want from life and who I want to share that life with! In the meantime however I’m just going to go with the flow of life and see what happens.
So here’s to new beginnings life! Bring it!
