I just don’t know what the next step is…
I’m trying to live in the moment…the here and now…but it’s so difficult to disassociate my mind from being so concerned about what my actions in the here and now will do to effect the future.
I feel like i’ve reached a place where I’ve been following this path for so long, and now I’ve come to the edge of something vast and open. Like walking all my life down a particular path to get to the sea, then having nothing left to do but swim out in to the abyss and attempt to navigate myself to what’s next. There are so many different directions to go…
All I know to do for now is just to keep staring out in to the ocean hoping for something to feel right and pull me towards it. Until then, I’m just gonna relax and take in the beauty of my accomplishments. Denton has marked the end of a long journey for me, and while I’m not ready to move on just yet, the endeavor should be addressed before too long.
So world…where to next?
